Forever, Pt. 4

I'm a place i wish i wasn't (I'm not with you) I'm in a mindset that can end destructive I may have erupted but these feelings shouldn't have to be shoved in (I love you) I know, I know, I know Love doesn't last forever, But neither does sadness So why even stress over a silly little mess you made when the price was paid in pain? (Shit, I don't know) Standing on the edge of a pier and peering in your eyes feeling like i could fly (Into the stars) My feet are heavy and i'm unbalanced The drinks were drunk and i'm regretting that kings chalice I can feel my feet slip and my head tip back as the weight of the world tumbles around me When the stars are aligned My eyes lock on yours and I lose all the pain of my past Does love fill your lungs? Cause the ocean is doing me just fine I'm not drowning if i'm with you The sadness that plagues me, the moments that save me, the words that you say to me I don't wanna be another passing memory I just wanna be with you Lost in this world of the unknown Passing by the rain and snow I cant feel my hands My chest is on fire and my brain ain't working The lights and the noise start to annoy The thump in my chest I just want a rest The arms you extend making amends Accepting me back with lungs of regret I'm no good and that's forever But honestly a moment of me not loving you is never