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Hey yo I miss you The past two weeks been hella rough Met a bad dude and I fell in love I get why you left and I accept your apology But pardon me as I disappear and never speak to you again No one wants my heart and that's fine I'll always be your buddy on the sideline Never your best friend it's a lie every single time I can never think of you without feeling like shit Cause now my stomachs digging a pit n and I never seem to fit in An outcast in some misfits A misprint in a list of mistakes I chase the pain that never ends I tend to hit send and hope you come back so I guess I'm an idiot Cause I hope one day to say I love you one last time I'm not gonna sugar coat it You make me feel like shit I don't want a hi hello how are you now Please say goodbye and block me Cause at least I give goodbyes Why you wanna hurt me so bad Loved you so dearly why you gotta ghost like that I'm laying in my bed staring at the unread Wondering what the f*ck I must have said that led to no goodbye I ain't gonna lie it hurt so deep I'm losing every night of sleep I can't tell if its a bad thing I miss the way you would sing and talk about your days they were always long I hope you are okay and I hope you are happy I don't mind being in the past as long as you don't let me feel like it's the present Why you wanna make me so sad Why you gotta hurt me so bad I try my best to give the love deserved and never raise any cursed words Why you gotta ghost like that I'm not gonna sugar coat it You make me feel like shit I don't want a hi hello how are you now Just say goodbye and block me Cause at least I give goodbyes If I'm honest then I'm hurting hella bad You don't give a f*ck and your living your life You said you miss me and I said I'm sorry You said I'm glad You said I'm glad that you're back Then why are you gone Then why did you go I'm not gonna sugar coat it You make me feel like shit I don't want a hi hello how are you now Just say goodbye and block me Cause at least I give goodbyes Why you wanna hurt me so bad I don't know what I did I don't like missing you But I really do