for alain

Waiting for your message is like waiting for a year Waiting for your voice and your smile to be near Yet I don't have the guts to be sincere to you Sometimes I'm a jerk 'cuz I'm insecure about my feelings And having a liking to you and I don't want to scare you away 'Cuz I really like talking to you I'm bullied by myself 'cuz I don't have the guts Of walking up to you and asking you out And I look like a fool when you catch me staring you out When you tell your friends about everything we say And they see the signs it gives me a small heartache 'Cuz I'm afraid you will know how I feel But I really like talking to you When I open up to you like nobody else And I talk about my problems, I hope I don't pity myself 'Cuz then I look like someone else I wish I had the body and wish I had the time I'd throw away this talent just to hear you say "I had a great time maybe we can do it again someday" 'Cuz I really like talking to you I want windows in your eyelids I want windows in your eyelids I don't want to come off creepy, I don't want to sound clingy I'm afraid to sing this song 'cuz then you might be repulsed by me And that's the last thing I want you to be If you're listening right now, I hope I don't freak you out This is the only way I can truly express myself in words I can't say face to face But I really like talking to you But I really like talking to you