fake my smile

I told you I don't know where to go Can't find a place like home Cause now I'm all on my own I hope you Could like me for my soul But now I'm barely holding on And I'm trying not to let go I'm tired cause I just wanna be alright Everybody out there seem so fine But I can barely even fake my smile Now I'm terrified My life I'd never wanna live it twice Oh I'm sorry I just need some time I wish love was how it was when I was 5 now I'm terrified I'm goddamn lonely In my damn soul You'll never know me I wish you won't And I keep calling I'm losing hope You'll never know me I wish you won't I'm just lost in my thoughts I know No one knows what I like no more People care when you care some more So I've been up in my bed since 4 I don't wanna live my life In all those lies Cause I keep tryna make things right I've been tryna make things fine But now I try To Let go I told you I don't know where to go Can't find a place like home Cause now I'm all on my own I hope you Could like me for my soul But now I'm barely holding on And I'm trying not to let go I'm goddamn lonely In my damn soul You'll never know me I wish you won't And I keep calling I'm losing hope You'll never know me I wish you won't I'm goddamn lonely In my damn soul You'll never know me I wish you won't And I keep calling I'm losing hope You'll never know me I wish you won't