Scars

Holy Spirit I thank you that you're breaking strongholds in the mind, I thank you that you're setting the captives free let someone be delivered and blessed by this song as I share my testimony let someone overcome I thank you for it in Jesus name amen Hello World my Name is clex I'm 28, I Love God and oh yeah I do a little Rapping, But besides all my Gifts and Talents, I had some demons I was fighting and the War was a bit to manage, sometimes I wish I had a Time Machine so I could go back to the Past and change a lot of Things Know what I mean, I know that People really hold Me close its heart breaking cause they were the Ones that I use to hurt the most, my life is but a Vapor in the Hands of the Creator what's the point of having Breath if I ain't looking like my Savior, I use to be this dude with this Nasty cttitude, that would hurt and abuse and then switch a couple Moods but if I Believed that Jesus was sent, I had to repent, I could not be content you see He died and He rose, and He has given me Power so every single chain in my life is devoured! So Here's my book, read these pages, see my heart, I've healed in stages and I've been crushed I felt so jaded but I got up, I guess I made it, look at my scars, and let them speak cause they'll confirm that I'm not weak they're just proof of where I've been but I'm still here all praise to him so hear my scars. It's like my Wounds got worst as I got older, man there were days when I thought I was bi-polar, one minute Happy, next minute cngry, controlled by emotions, cause my Heart was so Broken, I was right there laying in a cycle of sin, 7 years in the faith but still fighting to win man I was so messed up y'all I couldn't shed a Tear on Google just looking for Deliverance Prayers, I had quotes in my Phone, with hopes they would change Me, I coped on my own, but y'all I was wrong, I was tryna find relief in the midst of my works, but my strength wasn't good enough I still was hurt, I took a trip to my Childhood the Pain felt new, cause those things I discovered made it hard to regroup, this whole time I was traumatized was living life and didn't realize that I was living from a Child's Mind, seeing through a Child's Eyes, see this child was abused and confused, and my body was his disguise, all these years now I know what is true, like a Gardener You can say i got to the Root, I had some Friendships that ended because I was selfish, I feared being rejected despite being accepted, believing all these Lies, just living defeated, I tried to bandage up my heart but it kept on bleeding, but this next step was critical, believe Jesus for my miracle, put my faith at its pinnacle, believe he can touch me and make me new cause ain't no telling what the hem of his garment could do, I'm on a new Journey now and the walk is sweet, I won't stop tell I'm governed by Godly beliefs see I will not be a victim, I am healed and matured, I am chosen and called, I am worthy and pure, I am His. cnd that's all that matters at the end of the day, I am his and he is mine that means his dna is in my dna so if it couldn't beat him it can't beat me so fear can't beat me, worry can't beat me, depression can't beat me, generational curses can't beat me bi-polar disorder can't beat me if it couldn't beat him it can't beat me Nothing is hidden, you know about me you see my flaws you see it all but you still love me, but you still love me, yeah yeah but you still love me, but you still love me, flaws and all