Bedbug

I've got a story to tell on how I almost lost myself 'Cause I'm bruised and exhausted Everything's worth losing until you've lost it Not to air your dirty laundry on the front lawn But you always seem to move on When you've got yourself caught between a rock and a hard on When on your own keep up with the Joneses When alone keep drinking to the moments that had you hoping You weren't anything less of a mess Like that night I met you on those steps Put your best foot forward then take two steps back Have you been sleeping well thought as a notch on someone else's belt? You fucking bitch you wished me death, but now I'm back from the dead 'It's a cold night and it's last call' I've been home alone convincing myself that this has been my fault. Well let's get this straight I make an excellent dad I've been the father figure to our kids that I never had But here we go again so quick to defend your friends But did you tell them how the first time you abandoned him? Well the hearts going to see what it wants to see So it was no surprise to me When you crawled back your knees didn't bleed And they wished us well in our 'Little Hell' So when you find yourself will it be in the back with someone else? You built your whole life on an idea to find out it's a lie Is not something you can absorb in a day I still have my moments when I'm dazed and confused Not sure if it's me that's crazy Am I crazy or is it you?