Birth Control Alt Delete

Sometimes I lose myself Just to prove that I'm worth coming back to Life is not about tragedies It's about how they're reacted to I like to think that you Took the best part of your day To clean up after The mess I made Have you been Busy enough to forget me My whole intention Was to remind you That nothing else is missing Well I buried the pain Blamed the hand I was dealt Even though I dealt the cards myself Always sinking into obscurity And if today is the first day Of the rest of my life I would very much like To go back to yesterday When everything seemed alright So tell me about The cost of living So tell me about The price I'll pay If I pinch hard enough I'll wake up in the bed That we've made How many of us are alive Yet lost at sea said the boy And the sharks are our friends You can tell they've been smiling So dive deep and remember The treasures you keep Will never shine Like the ones you lose We gave up when We wanted to give in I use to give The best part of me Just so I could let The worst parts in It's a cold night And it's last call There's the small talk Going on by the sidewalk By morning I'll be back on my feet But I swear there's more to me When I'm fast asleep