Cashing Couch Potato (feat. Kendal Hall)

I've been wasting time Watching years go by 'Cause I've been conditioned To obey and listen It feeds my addiction I've been wasting time Watching years go by 'Cause I've been conditioned To obey and listen It feeds my addiction So welcome to the flawed life Of love and grief You had me thinking I wouldn't be anything It took some time To unsee the things I've seen But now I'm focused Like you're focused on me Everybody is so easily distracted But can they practice what they preach Everybody is so easily distracted But can they practice what they preach So what you going to say about me That I haven't told myself before 'Cause I'm not losing myself Is it worth it with your back against the wall I'm not willing to give this all up 'Cause I'm not losing myself So welcome to the flawed life Of love and grief You had me thinking I wouldn't be anything It took some time To unsee the things I've seen But now I'm focused Like you're focused on me 'Cause I know That I'm never looking back 'Cause I'm never getting back All the things I've lost intact I keep lying awake Not sure how long I'll take I've been holding on For something more Before I break It doesn't matter what I do They'll talk about what I've done I shouldn't waste my breathe on you But these fucks I give I'd still give you none So in the end was it worth it Jesus Christ You saw the world as a burden So you left us to rot and die I live my life with one purpose To sacrifice I wake up every morning Cursing your god I'm still alive I'm so sick of this shit 'Cause every chance that I get Is just a swing and a miss You thought I'd list off Everything that's pissed off me But I can barely breathe Even when she's next to me So in the end was it worth it Jesus Christ You saw the world as a burden So you left us to rot and die I live my life with one purpose To sacrifice I wake up every morning Cursing your god I'm still alive I keep lying awake Not sure how long I'll take I've been holding on For something more Before I break I keep lying awake Not sure how long I'll take I've been holding on For something more Before I break