Emotions In My Mind

June 4th 2007 that's when I lost my pride and joy My momma LaRhonda Chadnicki Postell that's my Queen I ain't know what to do I seen her take her last breath It really did something to my mind But instead I put into this grind Mother Fucker about to go crazy So many emotions in my mind I can't sleep So many emotions in my mind I can't eat So many emotions in my mind So many emotions in my mind I'm feeling weak So many emotions in my mind I can't sleep So many emotions in my mind I can't eat So many emotions in my mind So many emotions in my mind I'm feeling weak Look inside my eyes see the pain that's deep inside See it See it Plenty days many nights I swear I weep and & cry I'm tired It was rough but I was taught to keep ah heart of gold don't fold I pray the Lord save me cause the devil want my soul nah Let me take on this trip back down this lonely road let's slide When my momma lost her life I swear it pierced my soul And my daddy wasn't around I didn't know where to go Remember long nights sleeping on dem hard floors what It was hard for ah G Gotta be smart in these streets Raised in poverty Raised In poverty damn I'm plugged in like a socket put my feelings in my pocket Gotta keep my head up Swear to God I'm fed up So many emotions in my mind I can't sleep So many emotions in my mind I can't eat So many emotions in my mind So many emotions in my mind I'm feeling weak So many emotions in my mind I can't sleep So many emotions in my mind I can't eat So many emotions in my mind So many emotions in my mind I'm feeling weak I'm getting visionary Of becoming legendary I'm woke Pray to God don't end up in the da cemetery Nope Paying niggas commissary I'm done And this hustle be so necessary Gotta grind And It's in me what granddaddy tell me head up Heart racing soul shaken ain't fasted for days Lord save me from this evil and my wicked ways I had to cut these haters off they wasn't gone ruin the race Niggas talk behind my back but smiling in my face Amen So many emotions in my mind I can't sleep So many emotions in my mind I can't eat So many emotions in my mind So many emotions in my mind I'm feeling weak So many emotions in my mind I can't sleep So many emotions in my mind I can't eat So many emotions in my mind So many emotions in my mind I'm feeling weak