Healing

I close my eyes, and cross my heart, can't sleep at night Okay Wanna pop ah couple bottles But shit just can't get right Yeah I Swear my kids is the greatest gift from GOD Hey, my baby mama bitter Damn, I can't even see my son Emotions in my mind As I write these rhymes Still can't believe my momma ain't here But the sun will shine The marathon continues Just know we gone be fine I'm Yet still praying for some healing after all this time I've been Faced with many tribulation Prayed to God he had some Patience Had to become a father at ah young age with no Demonstration My daddy up and left But I had to use that shit as motivation Now I got two kids And I pray one day they rule the nation My momma was ah cancer patient Leukemia flowing through her body Throwing off my concentration Swear it wasn't right That gotta be my imagination As I grew a little older I realized The government decreasing da population I close my eyes, and cross my heart, can't sleep at night Okay Wanna pop ah couple bottles But shit just can't get right Yeah I Swear my kids is the greatest gift from GOD Hey, my baby mama bitter Damn, I can't even see my son Emotions in my mind As I write these rhymes Still can't believe my momma ain't here But the sun will shine The marathon continues Just know we gone be fine I'm Yet still praying for some healing after all this time Growing up without ah father Was ah little rough But it made me tough So I hustle harder Use to question why he left But I thank God that he blessed me Wrapped his arms and caress me The situation made me a better father I even got to be a father to Kado daughter Kado done died now I'm living in your honor Made it home I know you united with our momma Baby momma yeah I'm tired of all this drama I close my eyes, and cross my heart, can't sleep at night Okay Wanna pop ah couple bottles But shit just can't get right Yeah I Swear my kids is the greatest gift from GOD Hey, my baby mama bitter Damn, I can't even see my son Emotions in my mind As I write these rhymes Still can't believe my momma ain't here But the sun will shine The marathon continues Just know we gone be fine I'm Yet still praying for some healing after all this time Yeah