Bridge Over Troubled Water

Why do I keep missing my past? Month after month I Dwell on last year Wishing I could go back Just to relapse But if I die will I still Be there for my last time Being alive? I can't stand The thought of it all Stop time and let me off It's everyday I question my time left Will I make it out I'll drop at any second I'll be found alive But if I die will I still Be there for my last time Being alive? I can't stand The thought of it all Stop time and let me off And it's all the same I wake up Not sure if I will Make it through the day So save your words and don't ask why Seems so simple to live right? And I'm always Breathing but never feel alive Will I make it out? I'll build a bridge over these Troubled waters But if I die will I still Be there for my last time Being alive? I can't stand The thought of it all Stop time and let me off I can see my grave Where I'll lay And I can feel The end But if I die will I still Be there for my last time Being alive? I can't stand The thought of it all Stop time And let me off of this ride Stop time Forgive me for my wasted time And I will cross the bridge