Ethanol

Living off the ethanol Has taught me that When you rise you always fall There's no turning back And once it has begun I will have become the saddest Out of the bunch I am the cause of my downfall Lifeless I may end up after one Night with enough to commit another stunt Watch this as I make a bottle disappear Stop this or it's death that will interfere Breathing slower than before Now I have another reason To give off an energy Hatred start up Directed to myself And everything I've lost in life I give up nothing else Blegh! I wish to do right But I cannot think without a clear mind You've seen me broke down Imagine how it is when no one else is around (Yeah) When you rise you always fall There's no turning back And once it has begun I will have become the saddest Out of the bunch I am the cause of my downfall Lifeless I may end up after one Night with enough to commit another stunt Watch this as I make a bottle disappear Stop this or it's death that will interfere Is blood flowing? There's a chance my heart will stop Can I get my chest to stop hurting? Probably not What is my body worth? When I only focus on my mind Is it worth giving up on how I feel Outside? I've let myself decay into trash And now I'm paying for the aftermath Trapped inside I wont be found alive I might be better on the other side