Self Work

Everybody trynna tell me how to live my life Gone do what's best for me, cause everybody not your ally Said my dreams were make believe, but I made it happen in real life Got some brothers who aint here, got they head down, they facing real time I'm just trynna stay focused, the best from me, they don't deserve it Inside I'm going crazy, on the surface I'm perfect Really ain't looking, but won't mind a shawty who worth it But I got some shit to work on with me Feeling like f*ck the world, got everybody against me Never showing my hand, I feel that they out to get me Pray the lord protect me from friends, I could handle my enemies Sick and tired of going through pain, this weed just my remedy I been really putting work in, I'm in my burkin I swear these niggas don't deserve it, I really earned this Had to lock in with some money, I need it, Its urgent They ain't taking nothing from me, my life in these verses Ain't talk to nana in a minute, I just know she proud of me Lately ain't praying for forgiveness, its just what it got to be Don't like the way that life been going, feel demons surrounding me And even though my past tense, can't take this up outta me Im hoping mama live forever, she'd be the anomaly I ain't been doing good with trust, cause these bitches keep lying to me And with this music ain't no rush, cause this shit mean a lot to me Everybody trynna tell me how to live my life Gone do what's best for me, cause everybody not your ally Said my dreams were make believe, but I made it happen in real life Got some brothers who aint here, got they head down, they facing real time I'm just trynna stay focused, the best from me they don't deserve it Inside I'm going crazy, on the surface I'm perfect Really ain't looking, but won't mind a shawty who worth it But I got some shit to work on with me