Skull Crush

Press the fucking metal to my head That’s a skull crush Press the fucking blade to my stomach That’s a gut bust My life consists of two sins They’re called love and lust Tried to end it, shaky fucking hands In this blade I trust Everybody expects my life from me That’s not what I want You think just because I’m lost, look down on me you fucking slut You won’t see my blood stained on my knife I keep my blade tucked You will never find my body, stop your search The case is cut Banished from life and the Circle of Eden I had to go dark cuz I needed to see this My purpose was found and is spelled out in blood Come closer to me I need you to run I'm so belligerent, it is a gift is it I cannot help it if I love the way that my rage feels The ink is my blood my soul is the quill I’m signing my soul over now I need to be reunited with my stepdad He abused me as a child Coming to think of it he didn’t give a shit He made my mom his bitch He fed her brain with tricks So when I see this fucker in hell I'm piercing his heart with my spine Speaking of demons I have mine Speaking of halos I lost mine Do I look like someone who’s happy I should be evil, look at my eyes You are stuck in an endless traffic of your life You don’t understand They control you, they burn me alive I can’t say too much about this topic yet Cuz that’s my dying light Until these demons leave this fucking world I will fucking fight, run up with my knife Killing them demons with my hood the f*ck up Do you cherish your faith, it seems like you gave up What was your calling, huh What was your up Your shit half full when you look at your cup You petty Lil shit this is why you gave up You stay around me you gon learn how to trust And to protect only ones that you love They say that I’m shit bitch You shit when you eat The pot that you piss in It come from where we Grew up in the same piss pot Now yo ass lookin' surprised G-Shock Grimm said my time was ticking, wristwatch Told that Lil bitch to go back to his box I’m done with this shit I’m seeing my pops Press the fucking metal to my head That’s a skull crush Press the fucking blade to my stomach That’s a gut bust My life consists of two sins They’re called love and lust Tried to end it, shaky fucking hands In this blade I trust Everybody expects my life from me That’s not what I want You think just because I’m lost, look down on me you fucking slut You won’t see my blood stained on my knife I keep my blade tucked You will never find my body, stop your search The case is cut