First of the Last

F*ck Imma pour up till I die Thousands spent all on Rodeo Drive Hit the brakes real fast Get thrown back into my past Memories putting me on blast I'm the first of the last Always been first of the last Never forgot my past You thought I'd forget that fast You thought I'd come back in last I've been the first for a minute Everyday feels like a game in my brain I'm always running a scrimmage Sometimes I fall asleep off the lean Wonder if I'll wake up I never gave a f*ck about my life I never gave a f*ck thinking bout if I died Why the f*ck you look surprised Staring at my watch like I ain't got 5 I've been done committing crime I've had more experience in life And you ain't always right 13, sipping lean Now I'm 14, counting green Been a year since I popped a single bean Of course i miss it But what's the point if I'm gonna end up dead Dark thoughts always in my head I've never had a break Everything's been hard I had to learn to fight harder Like uzi imma keep this money longer I got stronger Take a perc just to push a little harder I can't push any longer I wake up surrounded by my demons I'm stuck I'm stuck I can't move I don't know what to do I need someone too talk to But no one's ever there I'm the first of the last Always been first of the last Never forgot my past You thought I'd forget that fast You thought I'd come back in last I've been the first for a minute Everyday feels like a game in my brain I'm always running a scrimmage Sometimes I fall asleep off the lean Wonder if I'll wake up I never gave a f*ck about my life