Trojans

Gone, with every last breath that I have  Why did I do this to myself?  Break down the walls  Can't believe it's taking over me  Suffocate and take me away  I never wanted this to happen to me But my demons wanted to be free  No point being my own hero  I need someone to be my saviour from these harming thoughts Every night when i try to fall asleep The drugs have been keeping me awake And always a reminder not to hurt myself  All alone at this hour thinking about the end Is it really worth it?  I don't wish to be a burden to everyone anymore  I begged, please save me from these mindless mistakes That gave me so much pain and thoughts of leaving everyone behind All alone at this hour thinking about the end Is it really worth it?  I don't wish to be a burden to everyone anymore  I feel so weak that i can't let this go Cause I'm trapped inside this 6-feet hole Stop telling me that i can't do this anymore I'm sorry love if i had to go