Unwanted Souls

I never thought a trusted friend will be my closest enemy You keep going on lying about my own capability I kept believing, i kept believing, i kept believing all these fuckin lies You call yourself a friend but you're nothing like a wasteful being I've been putting you my first but you treated me like a lifeless man And i always felt i was the one who's in the fucking wrong Misleading me into your own grave and left me with my own loved ones To take the blame for the things that i believe in I can't accept you for the things that you've done And bring me to my lowest point till you break it even more How many times do i have to forgive you? I never expect how many chances i've given to you But you left me nothing but scars and broken memories Sadly you're just the filthy old friend i never had I'm gonna fight you like you're fighting fire with fire The lies and despair you left behind, for me to carry this on my own Don't let me suffer alone Misleading me into your own grave and left me with my own loved ones To take the blame for the things that i believe in I can't accept you for the things that you've done And bring me to my lowest point till you break it even more Stay the f*ck away from me I choke on the words i never said and drowned in the thoughts i never shared