Find a Way

Will you find a way to help me through this pain? I'm crying from the shame: this noose couldn't hold my blame Can you see my veins they're crawling from within? Intoxicating me; I'm dying helplessly All I remember is how to forget I'm no longer certain of how we met They say drugs aren't the answer, that my mind is set On destructing myself, by being my own threat Can't rebuild my existence no matter how hard I try Reaching a lifeline is wasting my time How can I evolve when it's all in my mind? Will you find a way to help me through this pain? I'm crying from the shame: this noose couldn't hold my blame Can you see my veins they're crawling from within? Intoxicating me; I'm dying helplessly I know you won't falter, you'll help me to fight I remember you told me to always think twice Now my mind is clouded by the questions of life Can't defend myself while I'm holding the knife Won't find a solution no matter how hard I try The walls are closing in as I bide my time How can I evolve when it's all in my mind? Will you find a way to help me through this pain? I'm crying from the shame: this noose couldn't hold my blame Can you see my veins they're crawling from within? Intoxicating me; I'm dying helplessly Saying these words when they have no use Because something means nothing when I'm without you You told me to look at how far we've come But all I can see is the damage I've done Remould my redemption within the confines of time I know it won't work on my twisted mind How can I evolve, won't you show me sign? I cease to exist when I can't better myself The drugs that I take are no good for my health So watch me evolve as I step back in line Will you find a way to help me through this pain? Sick of crying from this shame: this noose couldn't hold my blame Can you see my veins they're crawling from within? Intoxicating me; we knew I'd die eventually