Coward and a Star

When I call you Up I know you Won't be where I had hoped To find you but then I just cry and shout at Myself for being weak It is a problem solver Everytime Except when I feel Stronger I lash at you For being A coward and a star Star Star in your own show A show with viewers Who're just as fake And shallow as you are Make it just make it Fly off and be the sole One to see art as it Should be Correct me if I'm wrong And you're right You told me And you are the star Star star in your own show A show with viewers Who are just as fake And shallow as you are I am struggeling Not with the possibilities No but limits it's more like Hell and guess who Brought it up And made my love into a Hate more spiteful than anything I've ever come to fight with in my life I will accept All your dirty ways But I know You'll someday be Headless I shall welcome You into my Home but I Tell you You will have to Behave Every time I Think of opening My door You throw a bucket of SSSS my way I am clean now You are dirty Cowardly don't you Ever just feel bad