Fimbul

I walked into the light, no more darkness, oh it's been so long Believe me it was bright, hurt my eyes but it was a sweet pain A pain that filled me with hope, and joy and thirst Finally hunger returned, I craved you all I was engulfed in the warmth, a love for life Suddenly it all made sense, to fight, to live It was a rush, of energy unbound, unsurpassed It pushed me out towards the crowd of my nightmares Like a larva going through a transformative Fight to become a beautiful butterfly I flew into the gold With my wings bathing in the hot sunshine Believe me it was bright Hurt my eyes but it was a sweet pain A pain that filled me with hope And joy and thirst Finally hunger returned I craved you all I was engulfed in the warmth A love for life Suddenly it all made sense To fight, to live Warmth was met with cold, love was greeted by fear People living this life and I we're divorced for good What I want is a bit of proof That you're not all just dead and cold hearted I'm up when you're down Nothing will ever fit, no Nothing will ever make sense to me Is there really anything out there, something genuine? Something beautiful and real or are you all just empty shells? I'm too tired to keep looking It hurts too much, it hurts too much Everything I have fought for has turned out to be merely hot air Reaching into the past will not bring me nothing, nothing but hurt I'm so tired now