Heart Harder Weaker Bleak

If you fear that I will Flee inside a cave Just look up and behold my pride This race is gone Just to make it clearer I will show you blood Heart and soul Fused into a river Streaming stronger Safer It would be to scamper off And hide But these windows they Tell me to stay in place Fiercely I toss myself towards death To hide But this angel she Tells me to stay alive How can you be so selfish Don't you think it hurts to lose you? Question When did you become so bloody evil Did you ever consider me at all Never This here blood is red And my hearts keeps beating harder And harder And weaker and bleaker Tell me Won't you give me a bucket of ice Please The most vicious fever will come And take my life