If Only

Your hands are trembling, your eyes are red My heart is pounding, a jackhammer Why do I taste blood? I know what time it is, I'm not afraid I trust you no matter what You were always my best friend Always and forever Oh! Let it go The cameras are rolling This is the final scene None of your words surprise or shock me It warms my heart how you look at me You take my hand Reveal all there is to reveal now Our love has never been stronger than this I let you go and you look back at me With those deep hazel eyes We let go Bawl out our eyes Sturdy shoulders You must never ever be sad No, you're too strong for that Easier than you would think You smile, let go Walk out the door Into the sun You turn around and see me Oh god, your eyes, what have I lost? Oh my god, those eyes, hazel! Your beauty, love, empathy kills me Right on the spot, strikes me dead I collapse in the couch With a peaceful smile And a joyful tear running down my cheek Salty joy, death Thank you for seeing, seeing Really seeing me