Scream the Awful Truth

This I haven't thought of So dumb Bliss in its most true form Always This is god It is nothing Worth to me This is hell Getting warmer True I didn't always Treat myself To what was best And now I will Take what I own Ripping everyone to Pieces Debris Shreds And Dust I must make it up to me My savior She will call the shots This breath of life will be my first Away is my pain Away not forgotten This grace is Oh so evident You watch me and Reach out your arms This day is my last This day keeps on shining In your eyes I may seem just fine But lurking Right beneath is fear Of doing you wrong Of losing my last hope The crows will Gather around me Their beaks will SCREAM the awful truth You'll have to believe You'll live to see wonders