Shock and Delight

I lose myself on the floor Your face is blurred by hot juice I need to see your eyes We were the best, no longer are I taste them on your lips, on your tongue, such arousal What a shock, your necklace is running I found another source of pleasure, my dreams You did no longer want to - all these strange men, they could and they did Colleagues, students, friends of friends - you took them all Your peerless whorishness, it's shock and delight All while I cheer and pray for escalation I found another source of pleasure, no dream I use codeine, I drink I smoke, I get high, high as a kite A neon lit urban hell - please dish out the pain A fittingly red night on the town I say Please strike me down, oh, am I even worth it now? You found another source of pleasure, no dream The tweezers shred my skin I'm - out of my mind, drunk, high-odine A neon lit urban hell - let me find some pain I welcome all the random violence, please Please strike me down, oh, I am so confused now This is not what best friends put each other through, you know Fathers - Lock up your daughters Boyfriends - Lock up your girlfriends Mothers - Tie up your precious Greek F*ck Boy Greek Sex Toy Greek Gameboy Greek McCoy Greek Bellboy Greek Joy toy Greek Cowboy Greek Rob Roy Greek Doughboy Greek Flam-boy Greek Playboy F*ck her joy I can see him down there in the gutter he's Dying, labored breath, it's no longer his, listen To me, your mom called she says she still loves you Daddy texted, he is disappointed but he Hopes that you'll find peace where you are going, your Sisters, nah don't ask it's better not to, your Guardian angel left a message saying, she will Be here quite soon, maybe not soon enough