So Out of Place

Down here I'm looking up Up on all that is real I don't know what to do With my life Inside I'm safe with me Feeling evil Ever stronger And more fierce Is this task for me Funny how it seems to me Things are not how they should Be my life Be my soul I'm my savior How can it be I'm so out of place Traps Death Blow All over Will I have to go through Obstacles With my head intact And alive Will I have to Go through hell alone And face myself In the depth Could you please help me Just a bit When the time Is closing in on me