Mean What I Say

And I wish I could take back all the things I said But we're too far for that There's a part of me that knows it isn't you That there's something lost down inside of me When I watch you walk away All I think about is how I'm going to get through Get through another - another day I am trying to find myself and where I fit into your life I am trying so hard to find the light Stumbling in the dark Slipping into this routine Clinging onto memories I should leave in the past It's hard to forgive, harder to forget Looking in the mirror I know I shouldn't act this way I'm better than this I'm better than this I should live by my words Mean what I say I'm chasing the sun - drifting away Grinding my teeth - cracked at the root Stuck on how I let this wound fester in my heart Fester in my heart I am trying so hard to find the light Stumbling in the dark Slipping into this routine Clinging onto memories I should leave in the past It's hard to forgive, harder to forget Looking in the mirror I know I shouldn't act this way I'm better than this I should live by my words Mean what I say I know I'm better than this