Water Bearer

Cycling like the moon I feel it pulling me down Down onto my knees The earth crumbles under me Where is my next step I can't see anything The cycle starts again Return me to the earth If everything is so certain Why am I so lost, so gone, so done I can't tell what direction I'm spinning in There's a feeling of loss These days, they feel like weeks When will it fucking end These weeks, they feel like months I'm trapped inside my head These months, they feel like years I'm fading out of sight The cycle never ends Return me to the earth If everything is so certain Why am I so lost, so gone, so done I can't tell what direction I'm spinning in There's a feeling of loss An understanding of who I am I know I'm not always right even though I try To be the one that's in control when I'm losing my mind The cycle starts again I feel it pulling me down Down onto my knees The earth crumbles under me Where is my next step Return me to earth