Windbreak

I keep having these dreams where I'm drowning Waking up making sure I'm still here Is it all in my head Is it all in my head And I can't stop myself from shaking As the darkness it closes in Am I better off dead Am I better off dead And sometime soon I'll have to find the Courage to set free these thoughts from my mind For now they'll do just fine buried beneath skin and bone I'm settling in like dirt on your grave I didn't want to be the one To bring this crashing down But now it's over and done with I just can't wait to move on with my life I used to look to you as inspiration Now all I see is lack of vision Disappointment, a way of life for me And sometime soon I'll have to find the Courage to say these words For now they'll do just fine buried beneath skin and bone I'm settling in on them like dirt on your grave Oh wasn't I so brave To be the one to bring this crashing down But in the end we knew that this wasn't built to last You're gone - And now I know why I have to be so strong I used to look to you as inspiration Now all I see is lack of vision Disappointment, a way of life for me