Stronger than this

I remember all of the moments we had I remember holding your hand I remember getting locked up in the dark cos I lost you God I'd be damned Jealous of the clock on my wrist Busy every day No time on my hands I just wanna do my best And be the best Is that too much to ask 4 years old Pokemon Diamond Down with the Nintendo... Now I get a voicemail How can I breathe if you left and I can't inhale? You've taken my breath away Left a grey Scar and I feel so broken I feel so open Kneeling down to the words you'd spoken But the world don't stop just because you're in a bad mood Heaven never gave you Raised you, stronger than this No cuts, no bruises, salt to the wound Made you live no longer than this Pondering things Conquering every little thing Never getting in my way Squandering brings Conjuring demons I talk to Every single day I ask myself, "Am I strong or weak?" I break to the pressures that I put myself I ask myself, "Should I stay or leave?" I hate that I just can't ask for help I'm punching Above my weight class steady I'm heavyweight But this weight is heavy I don't even know if it's worth me Letting it go when I'm just not ready I remember all of the moments we had I remember holding your hand I remember getting locked up in the dark cos I lost you God I'd be damned Jealous of my childhood self Knew no wrong And had no plans I just wanna do my best And be the best Is that too much to ask? Maybe every day I'll be changing Gaining life skills and maintaining Painting a picture of what my life should Look from you, and call it staging I just wanna be who I am And work damn hard to be on that stage It hits you hard When your wings are cut and confined to a Goddamn cage But the world don't stop just because you're in a bad mood Heaven never gave you Raised you, stronger than this No cuts, no bruises, salt to the wound Made you live no longer than this I'm stronger than this Conquering every little thing that is getting in my way I'm fostering this Fear that is growing every day But the world don't stop just because you're in a bad mood Heaven never gave you Raised you, stronger than this No cuts, no bruises, salt to the wound Made you live no longer than this I'm stronger than this Conquering every little thing that is getting in my way I'm fostering this Fear that is growing every day