Out of Place

Wrists open way too late, I've been off for a day and I Can't behave Twisted mindset I'm full of what you call hate My emotions have faded come take my place Don't feel the same yet I'm still not sane Way too cynical, the pinnacle of life is to feel constant pain So accept me or be replaced Nah I'm joking, I'm lonely and out of place F*ck, lights on Can't sleep, demons call They hit me up when I feel alone What can I do but to sing along to their songs I feel misleaded by myself I tried to explain But there's no one to talk to But these voices I've been hearing in my dome Kill kill kill kill kill Can I feel? No I cannot feel But my pain is real where's my phone oh no Swipe the tears, better man me up And get the coco bro Don't feel alone no mo I wanna change I don't wanna face All the repercussion coming to my way Where I'm going hey, I could maybe blaze Something brown and have a lazy fucking day Or picking up the pace I don't wanna stay Here forever let me have my fucking way Depressing actions I don't like to be praised Bitch I'm suicidal I don't listen cuz I'm feeling out of place Now wrists open way too lat Don't pretend like you're okay shit's not the same Be aware of the pain when you contemplate About life you've got me in your darkest days