Oblivion

Dreaming They say dreaming is priceless But honestly I wouldn't trust them They're all liars out there And they all couldn't care less I'm weeping on my own expectations' grave They died so young, what a shame That's reality's blame It always kills what I crave There's so much I should have said and some things I overlooked and I like my chapters open but I gotta end this book If only I could start again If I could rewind heart in hand I'd make it right this time I know that's all in my head And now I realize The higher I fly with my mind The worse are my wounds when I crash down The harder I try saying goodbye The more I wish I fell into oblivion The more I wish that I could stop That this was my last drop That I didn't wake up I give up I'm over, I'm sick, I am done That's it, I surrender my love All my weapons are gone I can't do any harm Helpless You washed away my defenses No one but you can appease me Give this chaos a sense There's no higher plan I guess I don't even believe myself no more So you'd better not mark my words It's the hundred and eighteenth time I pretend that this could work I shouldn't make promises that I can't keep I shouldn't hope and overthink I'll never learn, so don't mind me Just let me go, let me sink The higher I fly with my mind The worse are my wounds when I crash down The harder I try saying goodbye The more I wish I fell into oblivion The more I wish that I could stop That this was my last drop That I didn't wake up I saw all my beliefs dying first And then all the plans I had in mind I sat and watched them burn That's when I wished I fell into oblivion Oh, I wish that I could stop That this was my last drop That I didn't wake up So I embrace the rage And cut my wings Lock this cage And throw away the keys Until the day That I'll break free Fly once more Back to agony The higher I fly with my mind The worse are my wounds when I crash down The harder I try saying goodbye The more I wish I fell into oblivion The more I wish that I could stop That this was my last drop That I didn't wake up