I Already Know

My head is spinning And it's getting late Looking like a quarter to four I want to stay Don't want to let the night end I'm drunk and need a little more I'm falling back to pieces I forgot what was the meaning Don't want to come to reason Cause I came to find a feeling The sky is coming down on me Floating to reality I'm useless and I already know I wish I could be something more Is this fate or is this treason? Do I choose pain or the healing? Need someone to confide in I'll spare them from myself But I'm fighting My lungs breathe deep Gasping for air I'm called to believe So I'll pray for a prayer I look at what I once was Moving forward was always a must The sky is coming down on me Floating to reality I'm useless and I already know I wish I could be something more