do u rly?

Do you really want to know Everything that I go thru? I've been waiting for the last time you Brought yourself through the open door, You knew oh We could never move on This time, is time to move on Time to let go Let go of what though? I don't know what it feels like I'm not present so I Everyday's just another break in circles Can't tell if the issues me or versus Truth be told that it fucks me mercilessly I retreat to defeat No feat, four sleep- Less nights in a row Please no more sorrow I just wanna go, wanna go I wanna hide in my own I wanna hide in my own bubble No trouble, this shit gon' get me gutted Down in rubble I Ain't living, I ain't dying I'm in the middle it's just silence I'm in a pickle it's so fickle F*ck all my thoughts they're a riddle They're gonna swindle me out of my life Thought we had a deal, thought we were alright? Guess I'm naive now I have to fight Confusion was always to be my plight Weep in my finals that's not alright, no foresight I'm gonna lie, I'm gonna die All regrets that's not alright Right? This ain't the deal How dare you steal Something right, rightfully mine This ain't the time