nightmares (feat. rx$e999)

I was awake past 25 Fightin' a war with myself Keepin' the lies on the shelf Can't see them, out of reach Without them I can't see The point on the map The feelings that are trapped The thoughts that aren't mapped (Mapped) No weapons without words No loss without hurt Crying alone cus I wasn't there in your worst Nightmares, nightmares Nightmares oh Nightmares, nightmares In your worst nightmares Nightmares, nightmares Nightmares oh Nightmares, nightmares In your worst nightmares Do your words mean anything? How do I wake up when I feel like I've been awake? (I've been awake) I've been asleep I've been asleep Driftin' in my sleep I can't breathe Can't breathe (Dream) These shots of dopamine Undermine me drifting in my sleep It's like I lost the key the greed to see What my life could be, call me naive But that's just how things will be All these words I use are fake In my head they don't make or shake Sense into my brain Into my brain Into my brain I use words but don't understand the scope I scope but can't see past the lies The fog's clearing inside That's a lie That's a lie How do I fuckin' fly? I wanna be free of these chains in my head Feelings that I wish I could forget Truth will set you free That's what they tell me Starin' at the ceiling believing in something deceiving I can't breathe Why is everything? Why is everything? I'm sorry i know I should've called back I was offtrack I'm feeling lost and no one's got my back It's pretty sad I don't know what I want I don't know what to do I think I'm aware But all I feel is blue When i think of you When i think of you I should've been there I should've been there in your worst Nightmares, nightmares Nightmares oh Nightmares, nightmares In your worst nightmares Nightmares, nightmares Nightmares oh Nightmares, nightmares In your worst nightmares