Chapter II

I've been stuck in own head for the last 30 years or so I can't find my way out I can't tell if anything is alright Nobody cares about the way I feel inside Most days I just want to die But I try and stay strong for my family and friends Even though some of us haven't spoken in weeks Maybe even years All I want is to feel normal But I don't even know what that is To not picture my suicide Every day I wake (It's lonely in here because I don't let you in) But I don't let you in Because I don't want you to see what it's like In my head How scary it is And the darkest thoughts that go on and on I wish it would stop I just want it to stop But I know that won't happen And I'm stuck like this until the day I die (Until the day I die) And who knows when that would be Whether it be When I'm an old man Or it be the day I finally listen to all the bad thoughts And take my own life because I feel like it's the right thing So know one else has to witness All the pain I go through I just want to know That I'm not alone I can't stay I don't want to be in this place I won't stay Someday I will leave this place that I can't Call my home Please help me stay This place in my heart I won't stay Feel what we feel Feel what we feel Feel