Self Destruction

Bestowed with everything And I tried to throw it away I watched the tears run down your face My son, what have I done? I am The only one to blame Shrouded in darkness Bathed in shame My son My son Is it selfish of me? Would you live on for me? Bestowed with everything Blind to see You are everything to me How could I have so blind Lost inside My broken and shattered mind You gave me the world But I was too blind to see Don't you dare blame yourself I am the one I did this to myself I have this memory Of the look in your eyes When you said "I want you to live" I will fight to survive Until the day the world expires I will not Be the victim To my own self destruction I will Take what's mine And run freely Self destruction Self destruction I ran to you When I had no one Self destruction Self destruction I'll run from you I'm not alone