I Did It All To Myself

You think it's made of thin air, you think it all a dream It's time to pick your poison, death ain't all that it seems Your feelings aren't a virtue, this feeling's ecstasy I can't be gotten rid of, You're just my enemy It's just a looking glass to peer into my worst intentions You're not afraid of me but after this I bet you will be A monster in the making useless as I try to scream You better listen to me I am more than an infection Don't mind me as I sink further into madness The cure is one that I don't see ever could end this A reflection I beckon with nothings that I sung with I did it all to myself and I can't ignore it I've cut myself and punched the walls more than a hundred times You need more than that to try and get back this mind I've written songs and talked with friends but i've never been fine Your sadness fills my ego I'll make you break this time Those tears, I feel them, they're filling up my cup If God was real I would never be where I have ended up I keep my mind this way fighting only hurts me more Then keep on crying it allows me to keep you, my whore Don't mind me as I sink further into madness The cure is one that I don't see ever could end this A reflection I beckon with nothings that I sung with I did it all to myself and I can't ignore it Inside, it's ugly; outside, it's bloody I can, not be, the way that I have made me You hold, me in, forsaken you make it seem Inside, where I'll be, outside, just like me Don't mind me as I sink further into madness The cure is one that I don't see ever could end this A reflection I beckon with nothings that I sung with I did it all to myself and I can't ignore it I still can't see the difference between you and me After all is said and done, you're what I make you to be