If You Have to Ask, You'll Never Know

What an appropriate time to check your phone Right in the midst of me trying to tell you I'm not ok I'm sure you'll gaslight the way What an appropriate time to bring this up We're both drunk as f*ck and you're friends are gathered around to hear All about my deficiencies Most likely I'll say that I'm sorry Throw out your decency and make me believe That this last time is the last time that you'll ever fucking hurt me I'm sure I make this too easy Wrap your words right around my neck The most common way for you to take my breath Is so closely related to violence And most likely I'll say "thank you" And most likely you'll say nothing at all What an appropriate time to check your phone Right when I've worked up the courage to tell you I'm leaving Your eyes get wide then sad And most likely I'll say that I'm sorry And most likely you'll say that you "love" me