Translucent Doesn't Even Mean Invisible!

Every little bit of me Is drowning, insecurities I doubt we had a chance in the first place I should pack my things, head west Drown myself in the Pacific God, I hope it looks like an accident It's an accident, that I showed up here at all While you sit there on the floor recalling things you used to love It's the consequences that I'm not sure how to deal with So I guess we'll sort it all out when it happens Every little bit of me Is drowning, insecurities I doubt we had a chance in the first place If I find myself up north I'd freeze my body then emerge Somebody that I hopefully will like I never claimed I'd be worth it You never met someone so perfectly fucked up in the head I never claimed I'd be worth it I'm really sorry that I'm always wishing that I was dead I never claimed I'd be worth it You never seen someone who purposely fucks up everything I never claimed we'd be perfect But now I'm wondering if it ever meant anything I never claimed I'd be worth it You never met someone so perfectly fucked up in the head I never claimed I'd be worth it I'm really sorry that I'm always wishing that I was dead