Cumulonimbus

I'm trying to write my ideas to words And I can read your mind 'cause you are my world To crowded to cry But I couldn't hold these tears anymore You bid your goodbye with courage to speak Replayed in my mind and I couldn't sleep I should be as strong as you But I couldn't keep these tears anymore I was looking for sunshine but I got rain I was looking for love but I got pain Saying goodbye is never good Farewell is not even fair You'll tell me "Till then" I'll tell you "Till when, I'll wait for you again" I'll wait until forever And when forever ends, I'll wait again I'm trying to write my conclusion to poems But I can't read your mind 'cause you are not home You are my shelter But there are no rooms for these tears anymore These roses are watered with teardrops of mine Blooming so tender like scarlet and wine And even the cumulonimbus can't handle these tears anymore I was looking for sunshine but I got rain I was looking for love but I got pain And there you are, right as rain But here I am again Dealing with this pain That I cannot restrain Saying goodbye is never good Farewell is not even fair You'll tell me "Till then" I'll tell you "Till when, I'll wait for you again" I'll wait until forever And when forever ends, I'll wait again