Oblivion

I'm not doing really good right now Pushing my plate off to the side Nobody even reaching out Do they even care if I'm around With the Spicy taste of liquor on my tongue Falling into the sweet nothing oblivion Lights flashing with music I'm having fun That's what I believe Behind my back I've got voices Speaking the evil of people and rumours They're just jealous or maybe they're clueless I don't wanna see You gotta know one thing about me Is that the words that you say I throw them away and replace them with the pain You gotta know one thing that I see Whispers, backlashes I all know what that is I'm not that gullible you see What into the room of crowded people cmon let's go Downing neat tequila with the lemon wanna let go Falling into pattern with the people that I don't know, don't know Yeah Dizzy with the lights they all dancing on the right side Keeping with the rhythm wanna know what it feels like Slipping into silence, talking and I don't like Don't like How the puzzle piece never fitted Drinking was always the way they related In darkness confessing their hatred I don't wanna see Feels like they don't care Never got a stare Just drink till they're dead Till they're dead Feels like they don't care Never got a stare Just drink till they're dead Till they're dead