Blame You

Once upon a time, was lost off in a dream When I opened up my eyes, my world was just so mean Aint what it seemed in the light, my life just aint alright Everyday would turn to night, while contemplating suicide The girl chasing the boy, the boy chasing the girl Stuck inside a vicious cycle, that consumed my whole world Watch the smoke swirl, get these thoughts out of my head If I overdose again, no luck left, probably end up dead I'm on my last leg, while i'm out here chasing paper Savage nature, making danger, chopping H up with a razor Need to taper, but I double down, can't save this shit for later Craving instant gratification, can't change my behavior Gotta get it right, and hold tight I'm rockin and a rollin til I make it in the spotlight Yeah, yeah, yeah, my shit is uncut But one is too many and a thousand ain't enough I wanna blame you for my troubles I wanna blame you for my pain I wanna blame you for problems I wanna blame you for the games Keep on doing what your doing, get what you always got My chick left me for a woman, so i'm out here chasing THOTS Trying to change selfish behaviors, now don't gotta carry glocks The block ain't hot no more, and no more court cases caught Trying to find a new direction, new outlook on life It forces me to write, put up this fight, despite what I like So I get on the mic, and make this music I love And i'm feeling alright, I got a power from Above And that's what's up, I gotta make it, cuz it's something to do And if a hater wanna doubt me homie, F*ck you too My shit is true, ain't bout the talking, I spit what I know What I have seen, what I have learned, not bout my gats and my blow Don't get me wrong cuz in my time, I've made a lot on the grind Fuckin with Rolls and Food and Ice, Trust me I know the term "Shine" I'm not lying when I say it, words are not exaggerations But one day at a time, right now, remaining with patience I wanna blame you for my troubles I wanna blame you for my pain I wanna blame you for problems I wanna blame you for the games Perception is a must, I'm learning how to live Change the way I think, gotta do it for my kids Do it for my family and I do it for myself Life is what you make it, put that bottle on the shelf Things are getting better, and I'm learning as I go Had to do it different, so I ran away from home Try to take it slow and stop controlling everything And realized that I'm the only one that I can blame I wanna blame you for my troubles I wanna blame you for my pain I wanna blame you for problems I wanna blame you for the games