so what

So what if I can never find love again Because you got my heart in pieces Can't put on a fake smile I can't pretend My trust in people is deceased dead So what so what so what So what so what So what if I can never find love again Because you got my heart in pieces Can't put on a fake smile I can't pretend My trust in people is deceased dead I knew I was right shouldn't of let you in But there is nothing I can do now Can't even get myself to crack a lil grin How can this be allowed I'm good at keeping to myself I'm good at bein alone But with you I never felt I had to do it on my own But now I see that I was wrong yeah I see I wasn't right Shoulda seen the signs flashing in the bright lights You weren't the one to help me open up and grow I picked the wrong one now I know Thanks for showing me I had it right the first time Never let someone new come and mess up my life I wish I was a child yeah back to the start Because a broken bone hurts less then a broken heart I just wanted to know what it felt like to love Except the pain from it lasts forever Now I know that I can never give enough My love life writes a suicide letter Just gotta tell myself that it'll be okay Gotta tell myself that we gon see another day the long life goes on I don't think it's true I can't believe I ever saw myself with you So what if I can never find love again Because you got my heart in pieces Can't put on a fake smile I can't pretend My trust in people is deceased dead