How I Feel

I find it hard to trust, so I'm scared to fall in love Didn't mean to leave you, but you fuckin' with a thug Make em' feel my pain when I fill him up with slugs Addicted to the money and the drugs I find it hard to trust, so I'm scared to fall in love Didn't mean to leave you, but you fuckin' with a thug Make em' feel my pain when I fill him up with slugs Addicted to the money and the drugs Fake ass niggas tryna stab me in my back The loudest ones talking, are them niggas that are rat's Demons always lurking, man, I feel like they attached Life got me trippin', so I'm always smoking packs I just need some time, some time to clear my mind My head is in a swivel, wishing I could press rewind I'm sorry for the times that I made my mama cry I just haven't been the same since my brother went and died Shit ain't been the same, I miss them old days Them dark, lonely nights, I was thuggin in the rain Always up late, tryna find a better way Making hella plots, tryna stack a lil' cake I'm a real nigga, you can see it in my face And I'm yelling free bommer until they let him out the cage Toke tokin onna pole just so I can feel safe Dancing with the devil, tryna reach the heaven gates I find it hard to trust, so I'm scared to fall in love Didn't mean to leave you, but you fuckin' with a thug Make em' feel my pain when I fill him up with slugs Addicted to the money and the drugs I find it hard to trust, so I'm scared to fall in love Didn't mean to leave you, but you fuckin' with a thug Make em' feel my pain when I fill him up with slugs Addicted to the money and the drugs There's rules to the game Either wit it or not There ain't no half steppin