Therapy

I know you let her love you, and you feel it in my way I see things I can't hold it back I'm never gonna let her go KJ, they tryna steal your flow I know you let her love you, and you feel it in my way I see things I can't hold it back I'm never gonna let her go I've been thuggin' since a youngin' Was a problem child No emotion cold hearted, but I show a smile Man, I really miss my brother, bro It's been a while I know you hate to see the change, cause I'm different now The streets called ever since you left me in the rain Poppin' suckas, sippin' drank, even smokin' dank It's the way I cope, just to ease up all the pain Fightin' off demons, I've been tryna stay sane But ever since you left, ain't shit been the same Shit changed, all these drugs and this drink is my Novocaine Aye, you don't know the pain I shed a couple tears every time I hear his name I need the real thing, f*ck smokin' by your grave Man, I need you by my side Like god couldn't wait, couldn't take some fuckin' time Man I wish I could rewind, cause this shit eats me up in the fuckin' inside This shit is fucked up Lately I've been feelin' like I got tough luck, so I keep a gun tucked Dumpin' ammunition like a fuckin' dump truck Man, this shit fuckin' sucks, makes me wanna self destruct I hold myself together, knowin' it won't get no better Love did me dirty, but I really can't forget her I wish I never met her, now a nigga hella broke Feelin' hella lonely, got me really losin' hope Love will get you killed, loyalty a hoax They gon' stab you in your back, then your heart they gonna poke They gon' throw you to the side, really treat you like a joke Now you know the truth, it's the reason why I smoke Nigga, I think I need some help How the f*ck can I love if I can't love myself And these demons got me trapped like I'm in a cell I got horns and a halo cause I'm livin' in hell I don't never trust shit, only bullet shells Nigga, you don't understand I was drownin' in the water, searchin' for a hand But nobody was around, left me on the strand Damn, I made it on my own How you tell me that you love me? Never hit my phone I was fightin with some demons, but I fought alone So don't try to hit my phone, leave a message at the tone And if you ever left, please stay where you at I got scars on my body, I got stabbed in the back Always keep a circle small, never get too attached All the niggas call you brother, but it's all just a act Rest in peace to my thugs, I hope you save me a spot Keep us safe and just know that we miss you a lot For your name, we forever poppin' at the opps And I know you gon' be with me till the day we at the top I do it for your name Shit changed, swear to God that it won't be the same Man, I really miss my niggas, why they had to go Why does God take the realest, I just wanna know