compulsions

One,two,three,four I got violent thoughts Inside my brain I wish I could erase it Do or die I do not try But lately I can't escape this Closing both my eyes I wish that I would never hide I wish that I could live with happiness Instead of suicide Ssshhh Devil at my door again And every night he visits me Asking can we play again Ssshhh I want to die alone So I look into his eyes and say One,two,three,four