i just want to die

I just want to die Times there's Clouds in my brain Where the words Won't make no sound Feeling like i'm 6 feet down Wishing I was 6 feet down And it's cold Living with mistakes, I know You're running from the pain you hold And drowning in the void to cope And i try To feel all the joy inside But it's hard When the joy isn't mine And its hard When it's all just a lie Cause i feel Like i want to fucking die I just want to die