knife play in the dark

Losing fate I'm losing ways F*ck my life F*ck my mind F*ck the reasons that I cry F*ck the paranoia thoughts That keep on walking in my mind Fucked up Forget For my Forget For my Forget Yeah, yeah F*ck my mind F*ck the time F*ck the reasons that I've cried I've been breaking all my promises And i can't justify Just to Find my reasons Find the life that keeps on leaving me Baby girl Like what you see in me? I'm broken bad My baby bad I'm slowly losing my touch So much pressure in my brain My momma's worried as f*ck Feeling lost in someways Lost all reasons to pray Know my nana looking down So ima go till i break I see me dying in my grave With a bottle ashamed Know addictions in my veins I try to keep it away Times I worried way to much About some shit that I'd say Now I'm way too fucking numb With thoughts that fill me with hate F*ck my life F*ck my mind F*ck the reasons that I cry F*ck the paranoia thoughts That keep on walking in my mind Fucked up Forget For my Forget For my Forget Yeah, yeah F*ck my mind F*ck the time F*ck the reasons that I've cried I've been breaking all my promises And I can't justify Just to Find my reasons Find the life that keeps on leaving me Baby girl Like what you see in me?