numbness inside that i hide

Doubt in my brain Am i insane When i say that im proud? Inviting the silence with violence That i don't speak out Baby i'm lost in my mind It gets hard to seem fine Just tell me i'm worthy And that i'm deserving to die I've got numbness inside that i hide Numbness inside that i hide I've got numbness inside that i hide Yeah And i hide Clouds in my brain I'm insane When i think who to be So insecure and unsure of who i really see Feel like i'm my own enemy I'm my own enemy Think that i am my own enemy Enemy I've got numbness inside that i hide Numbness inside that i hide I've got numbness inside that i hide Yeah And i hide