Dear Addiction 2 (feat. Courtney Berry & Mike Tyson)

I need you, I want you That liquor, no water We drinkin', we smokin' That leanin', I'm on it Them Perkys, it's workin' I'm feenin', I'm hurtin I'm feenin', I'm hurtin Dear Addiction, yeah Dear addiction, yeah I can't even walk, I'm here on my last legs Reminiscing bout the past, I think about time It's movin' so fast, felt like yesterday I was sittin' in class So innocent, see all of that now is diminishing Oh, this what it is just to be an adult I'm goin' through hell, it ain't even my fault And it's gettin' worse, I wanna lay in a hearse I think I need me a church, it feel like I'm cursed You heard that pain in my verse, the reason I'm stuck in the pills The reason I'm stuck on that liquor I hope you ain't judgin' a nigga But I ain't been makin' no figures It's harder and harder to figure out Than lean in the cup, got me leanin' out Remember that liquor, I spit it out Now I'm here drinkin' in a big amounts It ain't the same, wasn't prepared for the change So high can't remember my name, it's takin' my soul I keep on failin' my goals The reason that coke in my nose Don't care about clothes, yeah F*ck my appearance, I'm cryin' for help I'm just hopin' you hear it, you hear it, huh I need ya, I want ya That liquor, no water We drinkin', we smokin That leanin', I'm on it Them perky's, it's workin I'm feenin', I'm hurtin I'm feenin', I'm hurtin Dear addiction Dear addiction Yeah, yeah I wanna live a different life now I wanna live my sober life I don't wanna die I'm on the verge of dying Because I'm a vicious alcoholic And I've been, I've been, um Wow I haven't drank two drugs in six days And for me, that's a miracle I've been lyin' to everybody else To think I was sober, but I'm not This is my sixth day I'm never gonna use again Never gonna use again Dear rejection